No Job

So, I went to the interview this afternoon and I thought it went quite well. As far as I could tell, there was only one other person being interviewed for the job; the interviewers have already informed me that the position was given to the other candidate. I am disappointed in some ways and in some ways I'm not. I am at peace with the decision that was made and I look forward to what other doors God will open up for me in the future. Even though I strongly felt God directing me to apply for this job and everything, I know that in itself didn't secure the position for me. I think God was just trying to teach me another lesson in trusting and obeying.

I shared with Wayne how I was struggling with not being a financial "contributor" to our family anymore. Once again he affirmed me in my role as a wife and mother and truly wants me to be at home with the boys, providing for all of us in that way. My contribution as a wife and mother are more important to him than dollars and cents. I guess I should feel blessed and not distressed.